LIVE SESSIONS
LYRICS
Dropout
Intro:
It’s the boring way how it starts
when they really look at me
Oohhh slowly I’m trickling down just to see
How fast I’ll fall to my knees
Verse 1:
Cause I just don’t get this attention a lot
When I do it makes me feel like I’m part of that slot.
I’m vulnerable to a stop
When they start they all seem to
slowly drift off
Makes me feel like I’m not
I’m passing up the years and I’m still a blind spot
I’m confused to my core
Like this change makes me sore
I wonder sit here wonder what am I asking for
Chorus:
I know you’re missing out
All the care I would give we’d have our own layout
The only words you would hear is “I love you more than clout”
The vows pour out your mouth
Hold me sleepless tired and our eyes they dropout X2
Verse 2:
The next the day I wait and see
Oh will I get a little message just for me
I can tell I’m already really keen
I play over the way we spoke I really feel that we could be
Then a couple days pass
The message I sent didn’t last,
the thoughts in my head they just pass again
I overthought a dream
I will never have someone for me
Chorus:
I know you’re missing out
All the care I would give we’d have our own layout
The only words you would hear is “I love you more than clout”
The vows pour out your mouth
Hold me sleepless tired and our eyes they dropout X2
Verse 3:
Not only will I say this
The wreckage has me breaking
The way I’m dripping out the tap and back up in a second
I’m trying to lose my balance
It’s sad when it happens
I’m just going to sit in silence
Chorus:
I know you’re missing out
All the care I would give we’d have our own layout
The only words you would hear is “I love you more than clout”
The vows pour out your mouth
Hold me sleepless tired and our eyes they dropout X2
Written by Chloe Shiers
Something Special
Verse 1:
I'm sad
From what I had
Am I telling you the obvious is that bad?
I could cry
With you in mind
But you’re a moment that I’ll get over in time
Pre Chorus:
I just want to lie with you alone
I play the image of you on my phone
I try to find you now you’re unknown
I always hear your name but you don’t
Chorus:
Why is it when I have something special
They slowly fall off and then let go x2
Verse 2:
If you hold on just for another second
Maybe Re think all you said, what you reckon?
Right right right I know I should go
The attachment that I hold in my heart stays until I find another person then I’ll depart
But with you it’s not how it works I am gone in your head because I have no worth
Pre Chorus:
I just want to lie with you alone
I play the image of you on my phone
I try to find you now you’re unknown
I always hear your name but you don’t
Chorus:
Why is it when I have something special
They slowly fall off and then let go x2
Mmm they let go let go I don’t understand this flow
Mmm they let go let go time to move on then to grow
Why is it when I have something special
They slowly fall off and then let go
Bridge:
Why is it that I still think of you
Why is that you’re still in my view
Why is it that I can’t escape from you
Another guy that I’m with and your in my head and still rolling through
I want to see you but I don’t ey
I want you to message me on the low ey
Why am I still unsure when I see you if I want to like you or am I just having a moment
You alright? No everything white and I’m feeling kind of shady all these guys, they’re no delight.
Haha Well that’s on you!? Yes I know that’s what I do, I just settle for the ones that will have me and I end up falling through
Chorus:
Why is it when I have something special
They slowly fall off and then let go x2
Mmm they let go let go I think about how I fall slow
Mmm they let go let go time to move on then to grow
Why is it when I have something special
They slowly fall off and then let go
Written by Chloe Shiers
Used To You Ft. Mr.Bnjmn
Verse 1:
Jet - Oohhh I don’t think I know myself
I think that I think that I want these things,
trying to be irregular but my mind cant sync.
What a way to think.
Mr.Bnjmn - I don’t think you know yourself
Jet - Message like I’m someone else
Mr.Bnjmn - Fantasise for both oneself
Jet - I have my own discretion
But I never use it right
Always try delight
Then I try to hard and your expectations exceed
and I’m stuck to see you cause I know that I’m not good enough in person
like it seemed
I don’t want to think like every other girl
And when I don’t I tell you I don’t know myself
Then I think the person I don’t know is really me
And i use that as the person to describe for those to please
Verse 2:
Mr. Bnjmn - Stimulating conversation but I don’t know your move
You tend to shut things down in convo when we on the move move
I’m getting mixed signals
Feels like I’m being tested
I’d like to skip this section
You know you have your discretion
Chorus:
Jet - But I never use it right
Always try delight
Mr.Bnjmn - And that's fine
If you're gonna use it use it right
I'm not here to judge you CJ you just take your time
Jet - Say I’m sorry I didn't mean to interrupt your flow
I respect that you notice it only takes me a little time
To get used to you
Verse 3:
Mr.Bnjmn - This is too good to be true
I know you want me and you know that I want you
But you say one thing and do
the opposite, I’m not talking to you just for kicks,
This is a sich that I don’t want to be in
I talked it out with people I had to reason
They told me that you play with all my emotions and that I should just get it going
But what if it’s quite the opposite?
Jet - The worst thing is, that it is quite the opposite.
I didn’t know you wanted to be more than just friends just friends
Because men say things just to get in my head well more than just my head
Mr. Bnjmn - Well that’s not me craft your desire instead.
Chorus:
Jet - But I never use it right
Always try delight
Mr.Bnjmn - And that's fine
if you're gonna use it use it right
I'm not here to judge you CJ you just take your time
Jet - Say I’m sorry I didn't mean to interrupt your flow
I respect that you notice it only takes me a little time
To get used to you
Bridge:
Mr.Bnjmn - What’s next?
Communication’s been dead,
Text’s. mmm. you leave me on read ..
A lot of things go unsaid,
All the thoughts in my head
Either you're interested or continue to live life like we had never met
Jet - Well I don’t know I haven’t seen you in a while
My mind chop snd changes your not the only one that’s in the crowd.
Maybe I’ve gotten to used to you or I’m completely lying and this isn’t the
truth.
Mr.Bnjmn - Well, that doesn’t make sense to me
I’ve been here before learnt lessons
You use your mind as a weapon
It doesn’t make sense your twisted and need to fix your discretion.
Chorus:
Jet - Right
I never use it right
I never use it right
I don’t want to think like every other girl
I don’t know if I can do this anymore
Jet - But I never use it right
Always try delight
Mr.Bnjmn - And that's fine
If you're gonna use it use it right
I'm not here to judge you CJ you just take your time
Jet - Say I’m sorry I didn't mean to interrupt your flow
I respect that you notice it only takes me a little time
To get used to you
Written by Chloe Shiers & Dereece Benjamin
Rollin feat. Xallah
Chorus:
Rolling rolling rolling in line
Being monitored by like the mi5
And I’m Rolling rolling rolling in line
Still monitored by like the mi5
Verse 1:
Jet - So I keep to simple movement
feeling like I’m fluent
acting like a student but really that’s unproven
Write myself a transcript they adjust and rescript
forget the internet. Become own little addict
in general knowledge photographic memory
Like Mike from suits but I don’t make a lot of enemies
Why’d they have to watch me sipping on my oat milk coffee please just leave
me.
Woah I said please just leave me.
Sipping on the oat advert coming to tease me.
I like it it tastes good. Mm So Sweet.
Doesn’t mean I need to see it on my phone on repeat.
Just don’t listen if I say something I know it’s hard for you to comprehend
anything.
But surely in a right state of mind you will see
That my thoughts will turn wicked, you’ll see a right to flee.
Chorus:
Rolling rolling rolling in line
Being monitored by like the mi5
And I’m Rolling rolling rolling in line
Still monitored by like the mi5
Jet - I said wait.
I’ve got my witnesses.
They’ve seen it before.
ROLLIN
Verse 2:
Xallah - I’m rolling I’m rolling I’m rolling I’m rolling
I feel like G Herbo the way that I’m rolling
Police on the block and they steady patrolling
They know who to get because of how they be posting
Hop on the gram watch a few stories
See a few shorties and then it gets boring
I saw an ad that I said to a foreign
It’s on my feed like I think it’s important
Scrolling up they’re watching me
All the major companies
Collecting my data in front of me
We call that a privacy breach
I’m not zombie that buys all the things that I see
I’m not gonna spend hella bread on a T
Maybe a bag if I been in my bag
Rolling like my tank on e
Chorus:
Rolling rolling rolling in line
Being monitored by like the mi5
And I’m Rolling rolling rolling in line
Still monitored by like the mi5
Rolling rolling rolling in line
Being monitored by like the mi5
And I’m Rolling rolling rolling in line
Still monitored by like the mi5
Bridge:
Jet - You think you know us watching daily while we waste away
Xallah - They’re always watching girl
Just look around theres no escape
We should take some time away
Stack our bread and go someplace and don’t leave a trace
But there’s always a trace
That phone you have can scan your face
Jet - Shh wait hold right there please
I hear something ringing by me
Xallah - Theres nothing ringing by you
That’s just the fear that they put inside you
Jet - It sounds like a high frequency sound
The guy that came round could’ve put a bug down
Xallah - Nah there isn’t a bug our phone is the thing that they use as a bug
So dash it away let’s roll
Chorus:
Rolling rolling rolling in line
Being monitored by like the mi5
And I’m Rolling rolling rolling in line
Still monitored by like the mi5
Rolling rolling rolling in line
Being monitored by like the mi5
And I’m Rolling rolling rolling in line
Still monitored by like the mi5
Written by Chloe Shiers & Mark Buckland (Xallah)
Inquiry
Verse 1:
Your flow isn’t that great
Stop hyping yourself up boy
Sit down and get a plate
I’ll give you all the right meals and of course a better taste
Don’t want you to dilate
Your flow isn’t that great
Stop hyping yourself up boy
Your words pontificate
I hate the way I have to demonstrate then to negotiate
Negotiate communicate to then demonstrate the mess you made
So let me recap ... theres nothing please quit oh
Chorus:
But even so
You’re still staccato
You overflow
I’ll spin you down the drain
Perfect just for me so I don’t have to see your name
Verse 3:
There’s another way to it
Fill you in close
Just a little bit of frustration
Doesn’t matter where I go
cause you will be so wrapped in this world of you call yours
and money ain’t an issue well I tell you, you could as poor
mm I’ll convince you.
Your rhythm keeps on lacking your hijacking other people’s flows.
Yeah
Chorus:
But even so
You’re still staccato
You overflow
I’ll spin you down the drain
Perfect just for me so I don’t have to see your name
But even so
You’re still staccato
You overflow
I’ll spin you down the drain
Perfect just for me so I don’t have to hear your name
Bridge:
Why’d you always
Think your established
You think you got the whole world stacked on your springer and you can have it.
Please love you can’t hack it
Bad habit. Can’t have it. Messed around to much so I’m your savage
So put away the mess you made
Chorus:
But even so
You’re still staccato
You overflow
I’ll spin you down the drain
Perfect just for me so I don’t have to see your name
But even so
You’re still staccato
You overflow
I’ll spin you down the drain
Perfect just for me so I don’t have to hear your name
Written by Chloe Shiers
cause that's just what i do
Verse:
Now I, fell down away from him. (please tell us why)
I cried and I cared for him unconditionally. (must have been hard did he love did he try)
He tried and he loved like the start of a dream, where he put my thoughts first if you know what I mean
(yes we know what you mean)
A love like that fades like a cloud when you lay down and he turns away then slowly there is no
sound, sound.
Chorus:
Too many times in my life where I felt that I’ve been let down.
Too many times in my life someone empties their tears so I drown.
Whenever he needs me I’m there he’s the first one I care about.
Love him I swear let him talk I’ll take the knock out.
cause that’s just what i do
Verse:
I’m finding it hard, to know why I’m in the mist.
Tried with some seconds to tell him my words, even when he still resists.
It’s not that he’s dreadful, resentful more cynical, I just think that he’s oblivious.
He thinks that we’re ok and nothing's right in the way. He doesn’t ask me so I don’t exist.
Chorus:
Too many times in my life where I felt that I’ve been let down.
Too many times in my life someone empties their tears so I drown.
Whenever he needs me I’m there he’s the first one I care about.
Love him I swear let him talk I’ll take the knock out.
cause that’s just what i do
that's just what i do
Instrumental
Chorus:
Too many times in my life where I felt that I’ve been let down.
Too many times in my life someone empties their tears so I drown.
Whenever he needs me I’m there he’s the first one I care about.
Love him I swear let him talk I’ll take the knock out.
cause that’s just what i do
Written by Chloe Shiers
Paper Chase
Verse:
Lying face down with my visuals loud
Feeling like a slide in my boring cloud
I don’t really say what my urge is
Shouldn’t really be aloud
Been going at it now for a very long time
I can put you on a show so you don’t waste your time
Get me the hell out this bubble
I beg just put me on shuffle
Chorus:
I said now I’m feeling lonely with this pace
Just been sitting down here lately nothing’s happened to erase
They say wait time will come run into your space
But I’ve been holding on so tightly patient waiting for that paper chase
Verse:
It’s not that I don’t get guys just the guys that I like don’t seem to bother I know I look good not being cocky just saying you should someone please like me
Right I know that those were basic lines and I’m saying them so you don’t need to waste your time but seriously help me from being so lonely repeat the word lonely cause I need to know
Been swinging in the playground with the ropes cut into my ground
And the burning of my skin just goes to show that there’s no rebound
Ask around, I’m in the background and I’m stuck in the playground
Chorus:
I said now I’m feeling lonely with this pace
Just been sitting down here lately nothing’s happened to erase
They say wait time will come run into your space
But I’ve been holding on so tightly patient waiting for that paper chase
verse:
But I don’t want to chase that chase no more I’m tired of my words my lungs are sore
If I could please just sit down not have another letdown.
Therefore, I don’t have to constantly remind myself that I’m very lonely all the time I’m just falling flat always being tread on like a welcome mat
Bridge:
I would love to know if others are exactly thinking like this, please hand me some good therapy
Do you think you can fix me and tell me what I’m supposed to see, oh I don’t need your morality
Chorus:
I said now I’m feeling lonely with this pace
Just been sitting down here lately nothing’s happened to erase
They say wait time will come run into your space
But I’ve been holding on so tightly patient waiting for that paper chase
I said now I’m feeling lonely with this pace
Just been sitting down here lately nothing’s happened to erase
They say wait time will come run into your space
But I’ve been holding on so tightly patient waiting for that paper chase
Written by Chloe Shiers
Sometimes w/ KNIGHT
Verse 1:
I know its getting hard sometimes
Swear I told you once before you don’t hear anything
(Anything, yeah I don’t hear anything)
That I have to say
(You have to say)
So you turn away
You never seem to let me know
Feelings never show
But you say you told me everything
(I told you everything)
I swear you never do
How can I face you
Chorus:
Sometimes
Our words get
Lost in the night
When we know it’s not right
This time
We’ll try
Putting patience aside
With the ending in sight
Verse 2:
What pains me is the heartache of our love ashore
Perception getting deeper hits the ocean floor
Feel I’m on the ground as I look up you’re no more
(What are you saying, why don’t you hear me?)
Pull me back I’m feeling blue and then we both you are too
I’m falling seeing you
VERSE 3:
You don’t see the problems are make believe
Well I tried to hard to let it be but love is just avoiding me
And so I let it go
Just goes to show time took its toll
And we both know that
CHORUS:
Sometimes
Our words get
Lost in the night
When we know it’s not right
This time
We’ll try
Putting patience aside
We don’t need to tell each other why
Or justify
Maybe we’ll come back and retry
Nothing hurts like goodbye
Written by Chloe Shiers & Steve Knight (KNIGHT)
Help w/ Jack Light
INTRO:
If I say help would you help me?
Or maybe I don’t need the help I’m seeking
‘Cos I think I’m holding on
Low key
But it’d be nice to have you around
Did you just say something?
VERSE 1:
Help, if I'm not here for bars then what else
In my head its make believe, like I’m okay with myself
Need to seek the peace of mind and find the key to the cell
But I can’t even call my mate when I’m in need of some help
I’m like damn, I’ve lost my way, lost the ball and I’m cold
I don’t need to take calls
I'm think I'm out; I'm done with it all, I'm such a fool
I never knew my journey when in finished at school
Tell ‘em I be balling now, I dare you all to call me out
Test it, I'm not one you wanna mess with like a haunted house
I don’t need approval now; I’ve proven I’m the illest out
Really proud, the best around, now turn it up loud
Make the parents the proud, can’t get high, without the downs
Cut the bad out so I can speak just what I mean
Took a long leave now I’m living how I please
I gotta find myself, I journey well it’s, I, myself and me
CHORUS:
I don’t want to postpone
I’ll hold it on my own
But if I say help would you help me?
But if I say help would you help me?
I wanna run through life on this journey
I wanna make my work a reality
VERSE 2:
Welcome, welcome to my story
No-one can tell it for me as I walk this road of glory
To my dissolution, the illusion of something more we
Hold on to delusion, seclusion, we’re just a category
More like the cattle for the Tory’s, put in labour
Till the day I meet my maker, my human right is my saviour
Feel like some inventory, a statistic on some paper
Fabricate the truth, the illusion of something greater
CHORUS:
I don’t want to postpone
I’ll hold, hold it, hold it, on my own
But if I say help would you help me?
But if I say help would you help me?
I wanna run through life on this journey
I wanna make my work a reality
VERSE 3:
I swear to god, leave the world in shock
Hate me for who I am, don’t give me love for what I'm not
I'm in the same spot, going to the same shop
Here’s another great song to make the people say what
I live my life like there is nothing wrong
Take a shot, never stop, make the people sing along
The road ahead of me is very long
As long as I keep moving then I'm proving I can be on top
Life is just a concert
The people who are higher play the game divide and conquer
The politics and all that shit will always be a problem
I just wanna rap and live my life a little longer
I'm, overly critical, detail is pivotal
Can we see a change if the issue is visible?
Reminisce and think of this over a bowl of cereal
Wanna see a change and it can only take a miracle but
CHORUS:
I don’t want to postpone
I hurt it on my own
But if I say help would you help me?
But if I say help would you help me?
I wanna run through life on this journey
I wanna make my work a reality
OUTRO:
I know that’s it’s something do
Realistically it’s not that it’s new
Its not a short run it’s a long run
In the time I get to know me
And that’s my struggle
I’ll keep
Holding holding holding I’m gone
Maybe I do need some help
Do you think you can help me?
Written by Jack Light & Chloe Shiers
Dear Friends
VERSE 1:
My dear friends
Where have you been
You’re living the life while I’m in the knife wondering when
When will I slowly slip down
Down from the earth to the underground
Under this tiny spec of life where I don’t exist
We were once The
closest we’ve ever been
care fell down and
Zero words were given
If you are quickly tripping up
Whilst I’m slowly dripping down
Don’t just forget to check in on me only cause now you’re successful
CHORUS:
Now I cry
My heart feels the pain that you won’t
You magnify it’s the time of your life
Therefore I let you go
You’re draining me dry
The water that falls you don’t look for
You turn a blind eye now that you’re occupied
Therefore I let you go
VERSE 2:
My dear friends
what are you going through
I question to myself
am I staying for you
Have I missed out on a lot
Even though you’re round the block
And I don’t want to seem like I’m happy but maybe I am
Hey
I did love I did love all of you
Mm
But it wasn’t just me you faded too
Mm
You’ve moved on with your life now you are all successful
CHORUS:
Now I cry
My heart feels the pain that you won’t
You magnify it’s the time of your life
Therefore I’ll let you go
Your draining me dry
The water that falls you don’t look for
You turn a blind eye now That your occupied
Therefore I’ll let you go
BRIDGE:
I want to say I
really miss you
but everything’s changing in my life instead
I can not comprehend
I want to run back
I want to speak with you
I want your company
And when I say this I’m down on my knees
I’ve lost all of you and time has just moved
I’m going crazy insane my thoughts I’m out of my mind
CHORUS:
Now I cry
My heart feels the pain that you won’t
You magnify it’s the time of your life
Therefore I’ll let you go
Your draining me dry
The water that falls you don’t look for
You turn a blind eye now That your occupied
Therefore I’ll let you go